Thank you all for bearing with me during my tailspin. I have found today that I am done. I am done dwelling on something that is no longer in my control. I was so frustrated that I spent the afternoon creating my own amusement park on my computer. It is a lovely little park. I even have little medical centers within the park in several strategic locations for my guests that get motion sickness. I can't tell you how much pleasure I find in seeing little computer people hobbling off the roller coasters covering their green faces with their little hands and then end up letting it all go on the pathway. Truly funny. I know...my sense of humor needs work today, but at least I keep someone there to clean up after their little "accidents".
I truly want to just go to bed tonight. I am trying so hard to stay up on what I am supposed to be doing. It's difficult with my mind on the whole Prop 8 thing and the store sell. As usual I will keep plodding along... After all...only 9 days from today I will be watching Twilight!!!! Yay me!!!!