You all know how I feel. I've plastered it across the blog enough. We are preparing to close shop. There really is only so long we can stare at each other while just making enough to pay the PGE bill. As for me, I am tired. I am tired and worn out emotionally and it is time to shake off the dust and start rebuilding the life we once had. No, I am not going to realize my dream of being a stay at home mother...not for a little while anyway. Instead I will jump back out into the workforce and make a difference somewhere, somehow.
Yesterday we worked on our resumes and today I sent them out across the net plastering inboxes of with my smiling face. I wasn't truly picky about what I am going to do. There are so many wonderful opportunities everywhere and I am looking forward to belonging somewhere. I hope and pray I can find my way somewhere. There are so many opportunities I can hardly wait!!! To be honest, I could even scoop the whale poop out of the tanks of the killer whales...A dream job to be sure. I love aquatic animals...especially dolphins and orcas.
So, yes, it sucks that my entire life is uprooted,I have to pack my belongings again and land somewhere I am unsure of, but at the same time...change is exciting!!! Waiting for us are family and an old friend from high school. Waiting for us are new places and faces. I can hardly wait to go!!!