Friday, April 3, 2009

Confessions of an angry businesswoman...

You all know how I feel. I've plastered it across the blog enough. We are preparing to close shop. There really is only so long we can stare at each other while just making enough to pay the PGE bill. As for me, I am tired. I am tired and worn out emotionally and it is time to shake off the dust and start rebuilding the life we once had. No, I am not going to realize my dream of being a stay at home mother...not for a little while anyway. Instead I will jump back out into the workforce and make a difference somewhere, somehow.

Yesterday we worked on our resumes and today I sent them out across the net plastering inboxes of with my smiling face. I wasn't truly picky about what I am going to do. There are so many wonderful opportunities everywhere and I am looking forward to belonging somewhere. I hope and pray I can find my way somewhere. There are so many opportunities I can hardly wait!!! To be honest, I could even scoop the whale poop out of the tanks of the killer whales...A dream job to be sure. I love aquatic animals...especially dolphins and orcas.

So, yes, it sucks that my entire life is uprooted,I have to pack my belongings again and land somewhere I am unsure of, but at the same time...change is exciting!!! Waiting for us are family and an old friend from high school. Waiting for us are new places and faces. I can hardly wait to go!!!


Tammy said...

Ok!!! So I'm really not too angry!!! ;)

~The Robin's Nest~ said...

Remember when we were kids and we would be playing a game and someone would yell "Start over" and we started the game over??? :) Funny how that works.

You guys are getting a start over! I didn't think you sounded angry at all in this post.

Here's to new beginnings Tammy! May God Bless you and your family greatly.

I sent your goodies they will be there by next Thursday or Friday!!!!

Tammy said...

I love it!!! "DO OVER!!!!"

H.K. said...

found your blog on mormon mommy blog.

You have such a great attitude despite having to move. We have had to move several times because of job changes and though it was scary it was exciting too. My son did amazingly well with every move.

Momza said...

I think it's great that we all have been given a front row seat to your amazing adventure!
Just know that while you're making the plays, we're all in the stands cheering you on!!! GO! FIGHT! WIN! pass the popcorn! WAHOOO!

Shauna said...

I am new here! What a great blog :)