Friday, March 27, 2009


I started the day an emotional mess. I am just so tired and stressed. People come to look, but never come back. It is frustrating and really hard for us to deal with here. This morning we decided there was no reason for us to keep the store open. We are simply watching the dust fall. It makes it ten times worst. So, we put everything on sale and once we are done the store will be closed for the first time in 32 years. Sad. It is the way of the world though.

You would think this would make us slightly depressed and down. Quite the opposite. our hearts felt calm and cheerful as we moved on and started what we had chosen to do. Normally that means we are doing the right thing!!!

Next, the group that had already visited twice had returned again this time with MORE people. More people wanting to see the same things over and over again. they walked around excitedly chatting as if they had found what they were looking for. It also looked as if they were talking to investors trying to convince them of their vision. I pray it works. Tonight temple time and we will have a great evening as today has been prosperous. Our hearts will rest as we desperately try to keep pushing along. I hope it works. I am grateful for all that we are blessed with. I am grateful for the friends I have and my blogging buddies. You all are such a wonderful support and I thank you all. Remember, there is hope in everything.


Gena said...

Keep your head up! Change is hard, but it sounds like you're coming to terms with it.
It is not for us to question.

Momza said...

My hope for you is that you find peace when you attend the temple tonight. That is the sweetest gift I could hope for you.

Ninny said...

Hang in Tammy. Not much longer!
I hope you felt incredible peace tonight at the temple!

Jen said...

HOw was the temple? I am thinking of you. It seems like you are receiving some answers, little by little.